Winn-uh!!
Yahoo!! I won.. Officially the High School Student’s Affairs Organization SECRETARY. We had our induction yesterday..
It has been a week since I became the secretary and I feel very stressed out already. Lots of writing to do. . and typing too.. I have to admit, I kind of regret that I run.. Its just that I am very busy with schoolwork and now I am going to die with all these extra curricular activities. But I know that its my friggin responsibility because I was the one who got myself into this in the first place.
Anyway, I had a really good confession last Wednesday. Probably my best confession ever. I just poured everything out . I felt comfortable talking to the priest. He was a great one. Hmm… maybe I can have him as a spiritual adviser. He gave me meaningful life lessons… Unlike other priests, he had the time to tackle serious issues with you. We talked about what I feel towards others and other things I cant mention here. * wink *
I was definitely spiritually cleansed. I feel very happy because I was completely honest with my sins (okay..i kept some). One should really confess everything during confessions.
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Sunday, July 23, 2006
These past 9 days or so were really physically and mentally demanding. . a very unbearable long week for me. Indeed I can say that Im living a fast paced life. Okay… lets start from Thursday last week..
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Nadine informed me that we’re having our campaign rally the next day. I was of course worried since we haven’t practiced our production number yet. We didn’t even know what to do. So later that afternoon, all the parties rehearsed and bla bla bla and we all looked stupid.
Friday, July 14, 2006
We were excused from class the whole day for our practice and final rehearsals. The program was in the afternoon. Our party was a wreck. Well… at first. I was panicking to the highest level since I felt like our party was the least one… not only in number but also in creativity. Everyone were doing their own things and planning their cheers and were like “ Hah??!”… But of course… our super powers were released and we were able to come up with something and the rest of the ideas just sprung up. Wow. I’m really impressed because we practiced our production in just 2 hours and the outcome was good. Perhaps, the best from the others. During the rally, my heart skipped a beat. The whole high school students were there and it was just so scary. Well I have a lot of experiences regarding doing something in front of hundreds but it felt like it was the first time. I swallowed everything… shyness, pride… and just did what I had to do. That day started out really really bad but ended quite good. Yaay…
Weekend, July 15 to 16 2006
I felt like blogging over the weekend but I’m too tired to do so.
Monday, July 17, 2006
This day was a moment of truth. Our grades from our examinations were given. But it was a good day. I got good grades…grades that I deserved. * big grin * It feels good to see the fruits of your labor.
Tuesday to Wednesday, July 18 to 19, 2006
Very frustrating days. I flunked two (not just one.. but TWO) Chemistry quizzes. Imagine that? Just as when I started to think I love Chemistry….
Thursday, July 20, 2006
We had our room-to-room campaign. Yep.. We went to all the classrooms of all year levels and did what we had to do. I was specifically very nervous in campaigning in the higher year since my opponents were from the fourth year class. But courage and guts are all you need. I didn’t even think I’d make it through the day. But I did. Thank God..
Friday, July 21, 2006
YES!!! The big day. The election day. Our classes were shortened for 20 minutes to give time for the elections. Its just nerve racking to think that all the high school students will decide if I deserve to win. I didn’t really felt like knowing how many votes I got. I am afraid of the truth. I guess I’ll just wait for the results on Monday. But really.. I don’t win people would ask “okay ka lang?”. What a stupid question. Try asking that to yourself when you lose. Of course I will feel bad but hey, win or lose.. I gained a lot of fun moments from this experience. So even if I lose, I’ll still feel like a winner because of the memories I shared with my friends. But still… I WANT TO WIN!
Who doesn’t?
* im really thinking of deleting this blog
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Nadine informed me that we’re having our campaign rally the next day. I was of course worried since we haven’t practiced our production number yet. We didn’t even know what to do. So later that afternoon, all the parties rehearsed and bla bla bla and we all looked stupid.
Friday, July 14, 2006
We were excused from class the whole day for our practice and final rehearsals. The program was in the afternoon. Our party was a wreck. Well… at first. I was panicking to the highest level since I felt like our party was the least one… not only in number but also in creativity. Everyone were doing their own things and planning their cheers and were like “ Hah??!”… But of course… our super powers were released and we were able to come up with something and the rest of the ideas just sprung up. Wow. I’m really impressed because we practiced our production in just 2 hours and the outcome was good. Perhaps, the best from the others. During the rally, my heart skipped a beat. The whole high school students were there and it was just so scary. Well I have a lot of experiences regarding doing something in front of hundreds but it felt like it was the first time. I swallowed everything… shyness, pride… and just did what I had to do. That day started out really really bad but ended quite good. Yaay…
Weekend, July 15 to 16 2006
I felt like blogging over the weekend but I’m too tired to do so.
Monday, July 17, 2006
This day was a moment of truth. Our grades from our examinations were given. But it was a good day. I got good grades…grades that I deserved. * big grin * It feels good to see the fruits of your labor.
Tuesday to Wednesday, July 18 to 19, 2006
Very frustrating days. I flunked two (not just one.. but TWO) Chemistry quizzes. Imagine that? Just as when I started to think I love Chemistry….
Thursday, July 20, 2006
We had our room-to-room campaign. Yep.. We went to all the classrooms of all year levels and did what we had to do. I was specifically very nervous in campaigning in the higher year since my opponents were from the fourth year class. But courage and guts are all you need. I didn’t even think I’d make it through the day. But I did. Thank God..
Friday, July 21, 2006
YES!!! The big day. The election day. Our classes were shortened for 20 minutes to give time for the elections. Its just nerve racking to think that all the high school students will decide if I deserve to win. I didn’t really felt like knowing how many votes I got. I am afraid of the truth. I guess I’ll just wait for the results on Monday. But really.. I don’t win people would ask “okay ka lang?”. What a stupid question. Try asking that to yourself when you lose. Of course I will feel bad but hey, win or lose.. I gained a lot of fun moments from this experience. So even if I lose, I’ll still feel like a winner because of the memories I shared with my friends. But still… I WANT TO WIN!
Who doesn’t?
* im really thinking of deleting this blog
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Secret. . .ary
Heeeaay. . . Im running for Secretary in our Student Assembly Oraginzation... I know... It’s such a high position. It makes me think that Im out of my league. But everyone can aim for something higher and better right?
Anyway.. to all my schoolmates out there.. Exercise your rights to vote.
VOTE BAYONA! :-* <3
Heeeaay. . . Im running for Secretary in our Student Assembly Oraginzation... I know... It’s such a high position. It makes me think that Im out of my league. But everyone can aim for something higher and better right?
Anyway.. to all my schoolmates out there.. Exercise your rights to vote.
VOTE BAYONA! :-* <3
I am resting in Peace
Haay finally I am blogging again. I wasnt able to for almost 2 weeks because of our First Examinations. But I have to admit, I did not really miss blogging. Sorry.(Im thinking of quitting. No one appreciates what I write here. Well the hype of blogging hasn’t reached Bacolod City yet. Screw Bacolod!!)
First exams…. I prepared for it. But I guess no matter how you study or work hard for a grade you deserve… friggin things will always come your way and mess up with you. There will always be hindrances to your happiness. In my case they are the following:
*Stupid time limits. Hello?? 1 hour is not enough.Especially in Drafting. You have to draw and at the same time answer some crap. Gash.. like what happened a while ago in our Filipino exams. The bell rang and I haven’t even started in the last test and I skipped another previous test. My hands were trembling and to make it worst. the proctor was having a final countdown or something. Pff. . time constraints. . . they make our lives miserable.
*Mental Block and a sudden amnesia. I am always a victim of these. But fortunately, I didnt experience them during exams (Halleluiah! ! God is indeed merciful). . Then why put them here? I don’t know. . I just felt like typing them.
*Questions that from no one knows where. Teachers tend to include things that you didn’t take up. So you end up putting the wrong answers and a minus to your score. . Wtf ? ? How unfair is this ? Some teachers have evil bloods. (I know someone)
Anyway, there isnt really a use of discussing them because they’re just parts of history now. What I have to do is to pray that I get grades that I deserve. AND. . . if I dont… pray that I wont give up. I mean its just the start of the school year right? Okay. .okay. .my mind is having a shut down. Im talking nonsense now. Please forgive me.
Haay finally I am blogging again. I wasnt able to for almost 2 weeks because of our First Examinations. But I have to admit, I did not really miss blogging. Sorry.(Im thinking of quitting. No one appreciates what I write here. Well the hype of blogging hasn’t reached Bacolod City yet. Screw Bacolod!!)
First exams…. I prepared for it. But I guess no matter how you study or work hard for a grade you deserve… friggin things will always come your way and mess up with you. There will always be hindrances to your happiness. In my case they are the following:
*Stupid time limits. Hello?? 1 hour is not enough.Especially in Drafting. You have to draw and at the same time answer some crap. Gash.. like what happened a while ago in our Filipino exams. The bell rang and I haven’t even started in the last test and I skipped another previous test. My hands were trembling and to make it worst. the proctor was having a final countdown or something. Pff. . time constraints. . . they make our lives miserable.
*Mental Block and a sudden amnesia. I am always a victim of these. But fortunately, I didnt experience them during exams (Halleluiah! ! God is indeed merciful). . Then why put them here? I don’t know. . I just felt like typing them.
*Questions that from no one knows where. Teachers tend to include things that you didn’t take up. So you end up putting the wrong answers and a minus to your score. . Wtf ? ? How unfair is this ? Some teachers have evil bloods. (I know someone)
Anyway, there isnt really a use of discussing them because they’re just parts of history now. What I have to do is to pray that I get grades that I deserve. AND. . . if I dont… pray that I wont give up. I mean its just the start of the school year right? Okay. .okay. .my mind is having a shut down. Im talking nonsense now. Please forgive me.
Saturday, July 01, 2006
CAT woman
Currently eating: My new addiction—Quaker oatmeal (makes me poop everyday :D)
I just came home from friggin school. Phew! What a week this was (is the grammar right?). I am glad that June is ending. This month was full of frustrations. But not necessarily failures. I mean, I am kind of successful in some of my plans for the new school year (i.e. sleeping not past 12 mn). I just feel frustrated because this minth was a time for adjustment. Plus this month, I suffered the consequences of the stupidity I did in the previous school year. I do belive in the Filipino saying "Nasa huli ang pagsisisi".
One proof is today. Our school held it's annual Award's Day for the intellegent ones. I was very reluctant to go to school since all I'll feel is jealousy. And I was indeed right. All of my friends received medals and were grinning on stage while I was there with the crowd wishing I was in thier shoes. It's pure crap. The honor students were separated from the rest. I kept on thinking that I do belong with them. But of course, that is life. As I have said another post, my time will come. I am just going to pray that "my time" will come soon... Because feeling jealous of other's success is not the favorite feeling I want to feel.
But seriously.. I felt like crying.Hmm... maybe later.. in the bathroom. I'll sit down on the toilet.. either I'll poop (the effect of oatmeal.yaay) or pour out everything in a piece of tissue paper. Ironic.
Anyway, my title is Cat woman right? But why?
Well, sweety, it is because I am now an offical Charlie aspirant or whatever they call it. You know... CAT.. Citizenship Advancement Training. Its a requirement to pass high school. Usually its taken by fourth year studs but I'll take it up in my junior year (More benefits).
I may sound ditzy but its hard. You have to straighten your posture and I end up with a back ache. It also takes up time. We have a meeting or what we call as a form (shortcut for formation..obviously) every Wednesday and Thursday at 12:15 nn. How freaky is that?? Our dismissal is at 11:45 and we only have thirty minutes to eat,toothbrush and beautify ourselves. Time management is very essential.
The worst part is.. we have to call our "superiors" sir or ma'am. It's not easy. Especially if your superior is not worth respecting and calling sir.. or ma'am (this is where pride comes in).
But I will do it. And next year.. sophies.. you watch out.
Biatches!!
PS.. Next next week is our first Grading examinations.. so goodbye Blogger.. for a while.
HAPPY JULY 1 Ya'll..
:-* xoxo <3>
Currently eating: My new addiction—Quaker oatmeal (makes me poop everyday :D)
I just came home from friggin school. Phew! What a week this was (is the grammar right?). I am glad that June is ending. This month was full of frustrations. But not necessarily failures. I mean, I am kind of successful in some of my plans for the new school year (i.e. sleeping not past 12 mn). I just feel frustrated because this minth was a time for adjustment. Plus this month, I suffered the consequences of the stupidity I did in the previous school year. I do belive in the Filipino saying "Nasa huli ang pagsisisi".
One proof is today. Our school held it's annual Award's Day for the intellegent ones. I was very reluctant to go to school since all I'll feel is jealousy. And I was indeed right. All of my friends received medals and were grinning on stage while I was there with the crowd wishing I was in thier shoes. It's pure crap. The honor students were separated from the rest. I kept on thinking that I do belong with them. But of course, that is life. As I have said another post, my time will come. I am just going to pray that "my time" will come soon... Because feeling jealous of other's success is not the favorite feeling I want to feel.
But seriously.. I felt like crying.Hmm... maybe later.. in the bathroom. I'll sit down on the toilet.. either I'll poop (the effect of oatmeal.yaay) or pour out everything in a piece of tissue paper. Ironic.
Anyway, my title is Cat woman right? But why?
Well, sweety, it is because I am now an offical Charlie aspirant or whatever they call it. You know... CAT.. Citizenship Advancement Training. Its a requirement to pass high school. Usually its taken by fourth year studs but I'll take it up in my junior year (More benefits).
I may sound ditzy but its hard. You have to straighten your posture and I end up with a back ache. It also takes up time. We have a meeting or what we call as a form (shortcut for formation..obviously) every Wednesday and Thursday at 12:15 nn. How freaky is that?? Our dismissal is at 11:45 and we only have thirty minutes to eat,toothbrush and beautify ourselves. Time management is very essential.
The worst part is.. we have to call our "superiors" sir or ma'am. It's not easy. Especially if your superior is not worth respecting and calling sir.. or ma'am (this is where pride comes in).
But I will do it. And next year.. sophies.. you watch out.
Biatches!!
PS.. Next next week is our first Grading examinations.. so goodbye Blogger.. for a while.
HAPPY JULY 1 Ya'll..
:-* xoxo <3>
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