Prom
Today's my sister's prom. everyone's all dolled up! God, i feel very bad. I'm the ugly duckling here.!!Btw, I making a photo album on photobucket so you watch out. later!
Monday, February 20, 2006
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Back on the Diet Avenue
Today, I started dieting again. I mean, my fats are accumulating. They're unacceptable for a girl like moi. Plus, summer's fast approaching and I need to improve my tummy.
The sad part is, it's a breeze to build up fats and it is like learning Hebrew to lose them. For a food-lover like me, it is like murder! Food is my guilty pleasure. When I'm bored, I eat. When i pass by the fridge, I eat. When I see pictures of food, I eat. I think im overeating. Really depressing!!!
In fact, I have the worst dieting history. I have tried to diet before and they all crashed. I did improper diets. You know, the "sky flakes" and "fruitarian" diet. In the long run, I realized that I was killing myself. I was starving like a skinny little street dog. Good thing a did not end up being an anorexic bitch. Euw.
Today, I am going to have a proper and correct diet. A low-carb and obviously low-calorie one. I'll limit my calorie intake to a thousand and just eat a half cup of rice. Listing down everything that I put into my mouth is also a great thing to avoid cheating. Well, as for now, all I can do is to build up my strength so that I can say no to tempations of food. Duh. Discipline is a must!
Today, I started dieting again. I mean, my fats are accumulating. They're unacceptable for a girl like moi. Plus, summer's fast approaching and I need to improve my tummy.The sad part is, it's a breeze to build up fats and it is like learning Hebrew to lose them. For a food-lover like me, it is like murder! Food is my guilty pleasure. When I'm bored, I eat. When i pass by the fridge, I eat. When I see pictures of food, I eat. I think im overeating. Really depressing!!!
In fact, I have the worst dieting history. I have tried to diet before and they all crashed. I did improper diets. You know, the "sky flakes" and "fruitarian" diet. In the long run, I realized that I was killing myself. I was starving like a skinny little street dog. Good thing a did not end up being an anorexic bitch. Euw.
Today, I am going to have a proper and correct diet. A low-carb and obviously low-calorie one. I'll limit my calorie intake to a thousand and just eat a half cup of rice. Listing down everything that I put into my mouth is also a great thing to avoid cheating. Well, as for now, all I can do is to build up my strength so that I can say no to tempations of food. Duh. Discipline is a must!
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Talkin 'bout L-O-V-E
How lovely. It's valentine's day. The certain day of the year when everyone's allowed to kiss, cuddle, snuggle, and break the "innocence". Well, hope you had an enchanting hearts day. That is all I can really say. Speechless. Whoever you are, I want to give you my sweetest smoochies. Mmmuuuuwwwaaahhhh.
Don't worry, I don't spread cooties. Ciao!
How lovely. It's valentine's day. The certain day of the year when everyone's allowed to kiss, cuddle, snuggle, and break the "innocence". Well, hope you had an enchanting hearts day. That is all I can really say. Speechless. Whoever you are, I want to give you my sweetest smoochies. Mmmuuuuwwwaaahhhh. Don't worry, I don't spread cooties. Ciao!
Sunday, February 12, 2006
The downfalls of exams
Finally exams are over. I can now breathe. Tell me about it, it is just so so irksome to study all day. My memory was overused. My eye bags and pimples grew like crazy. Plus, whenever it’s exams, I absolutely turn into one unhealthy chick considering the amount of caffeine I consume from the ever-stimulating Nescafe.
Last Thursday was even worse. It was the moment of truth. The results were given out. I prayed the night before. I asked God to please, please have pity on this little girl, on bended knees, (okay, I wasn’t really on bended knees. I was Indian sitting) begging for a miracle to happen. But, somehow, miracles sometimes aren’t meant to take place in just a snap. So, the fruits of my labor were, voila, totally spirit-crushing results. Disappointed, as usual. Injustice, that’s what I always get. To sum it all up, exams are hell.
Anyway, it’s all in the past now. This grading period, I’m giving my best shot (yeah right) to pull up my class rank. I mean, from 10 it became 15 and last grading period, it degraded to 16. :c I know I’m smarter than those kids. I am just well, lazy. I’m the epitome of lazy people with the “potential”. Omg. I think I’m turning into a total sloth. Pff… Complicated world.
Finally exams are over. I can now breathe. Tell me about it, it is just so so irksome to study all day. My memory was overused. My eye bags and pimples grew like crazy. Plus, whenever it’s exams, I absolutely turn into one unhealthy chick considering the amount of caffeine I consume from the ever-stimulating Nescafe.Last Thursday was even worse. It was the moment of truth. The results were given out. I prayed the night before. I asked God to please, please have pity on this little girl, on bended knees, (okay, I wasn’t really on bended knees. I was Indian sitting) begging for a miracle to happen. But, somehow, miracles sometimes aren’t meant to take place in just a snap. So, the fruits of my labor were, voila, totally spirit-crushing results. Disappointed, as usual. Injustice, that’s what I always get. To sum it all up, exams are hell.
Anyway, it’s all in the past now. This grading period, I’m giving my best shot (yeah right) to pull up my class rank. I mean, from 10 it became 15 and last grading period, it degraded to 16. :c I know I’m smarter than those kids. I am just well, lazy. I’m the epitome of lazy people with the “potential”. Omg. I think I’m turning into a total sloth. Pff… Complicated world.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
A waiting princess
Wow. Time flies really fast.Really really fast. I was just decorating our christmas tree and was building up my holiday fats and now, it's February!(sadly, I haven't lost my holiday fats. *sniff*) A while ago, I was walking down the hallways of a college building in school. I noticed there were pink hearts and cupids posted on the bulletin boards. There was even one with a boy-girl-kissing paper cut out. Love is in the air once again. Literally. Take a deep breath and you can actually smell the fragrance of love.(whatever that is.) The much awaited Valentine's day is coming. Haaay.. i feel depressed. It's Feb and i have nowhere to go. Still alone as usual. To tell you, i never liked that day. I mean, while everone's blushing and receiving roses from their beaus and being all mushy, I'm the one just sitting on a corner,observing, faking a smile and pretending to have a great time when in fact, it feels like hell. Hey, im not jealous. I just feel well, out of place.(okay,okay, i lil bit jealous.) On Feb 14, there's going to be alot of faking to do. Its gonna be a long day.Long,long day. Mr. Cupid's arrow always misses me and the lovebug doesn't feel like biting me or contaminating me with the so-called L.O.V.E epidemic.
Oh well, the loveless me. Hmmm... maybe im just the type of girl that doesn't want to kiss too many frogs because maybe, maybe she'll get cooties later on. Yeah, i hate cooties.Gross. So, on V-day, you know where to find me. I'll be in my little corner waiting. Waiting for my somewhat lost prince to finally find his way to my sad heart.
To my prince: "Im tired of being alone. So hurry and get here."
Wow. Time flies really fast.Really really fast. I was just decorating our christmas tree and was building up my holiday fats and now, it's February!(sadly, I haven't lost my holiday fats. *sniff*) A while ago, I was walking down the hallways of a college building in school. I noticed there were pink hearts and cupids posted on the bulletin boards. There was even one with a boy-girl-kissing paper cut out. Love is in the air once again. Literally. Take a deep breath and you can actually smell the fragrance of love.(whatever that is.) The much awaited Valentine's day is coming. Haaay.. i feel depressed. It's Feb and i have nowhere to go. Still alone as usual. To tell you, i never liked that day. I mean, while everone's blushing and receiving roses from their beaus and being all mushy, I'm the one just sitting on a corner,observing, faking a smile and pretending to have a great time when in fact, it feels like hell. Hey, im not jealous. I just feel well, out of place.(okay,okay, i lil bit jealous.) On Feb 14, there's going to be alot of faking to do. Its gonna be a long day.Long,long day. Mr. Cupid's arrow always misses me and the lovebug doesn't feel like biting me or contaminating me with the so-called L.O.V.E epidemic.Oh well, the loveless me. Hmmm... maybe im just the type of girl that doesn't want to kiss too many frogs because maybe, maybe she'll get cooties later on. Yeah, i hate cooties.Gross. So, on V-day, you know where to find me. I'll be in my little corner waiting. Waiting for my somewhat lost prince to finally find his way to my sad heart.
To my prince: "Im tired of being alone. So hurry and get here."
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